Genuine question: why is there such an outpouring of love for him? I know he was a very successful investor, but what beyond that has garnered him the adulation of so many people?
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Countless examples from forums and elsewhere of the same issues.
Shame, because the hardware is cool.
Life is long and we can restart our journey at any time, so no worries.
The best advice I could give is to start meeting people and (always!) learn new things.
Action on you: go to meetup.com, find three interesting events in your area, go there with no expectations, just listen and meet new people.
You are smart. You will work it out.