But I feel emotionally conflicted because of how different it is from how I write.
And I have a suspicion that I need to get over it.
This is faster, produces something of value, and has a small chance of catching errors/bias in thinking. It's the same flow I use while writing code.
Writing from scratch now feels like those cooking videos where people make all the ingredients from scratch: rewarding but also maybe a tiny bit self-indulgent.
This feels like the 21st century: You bring the skills, the model brings the words.
Gel pens are ballpoints. What do you mean by "ballpoint" here?
> Try a Uni-Ball Jetsream
I would never choose to use one of those, since they aren't available in 0.5mm. 0.7mm is too thick.