A perpetual cycle of shifting identity as we change internally and externally. I think it's a good thing to have and understand, but can be overwhelming as well.
I have zero evidence of this, it's just kind of based on my own observations. It's helped me to not be so hard on my self though when I find my tastes, interests, and identity changing over time.
I'd say we should be outraged, but we're awash in outrage because the rule of law has become a one sided bludgeoning instrument for the government to suppress dissent.
I can't wait to get out of here. To hell with this place any more.
(This is a throw away comment to vent my personal frustrations. I'm quite afraid of the terrible responses this will draw from my fellow Americans so pardon me if I skip out form here.)
At age 40 I started taking a masters in stats and had situations where I had exponents on exponents. This lead me to buy a higher resolution tablet for reading pdf's with tiny math.
I also bought a finer point pen and this helped me improve my handwriting a lot. Closing loops on "o's" or backtracing the upward line of a cursive "t" to not make a loop. With the finer point, I was able to see my imprecision and improve it.
I used to rewrite my finished work in undergrad and now my writing was improved to the point where the first draft was entirely legible.
It was like a dam broke over night. Everything clicked and I was so pissed off that it took so long to find such a stupid issue. Better late than never I suppose...