I'm just now starting to realize I'm very burnt out. However, I'm still very interested in tech, but I think I'm completely burnt out on my team and morale is very low causing me to feel very demotivated to work.
I'm an experienced dev. What have you done in positions like this? What has helped you get out of the rut? I have hobbies and friends outside work, but the lacking motivation at work (which consumes 8+ hours of my day-to-day life) is making me feel depressed and worthless. Has swapping teams within your company been a good move? Have you moved externally to resolve the issue?
Burnout reduces your maximum productivity.
Working to the full extent of this reduced capacity, even if it is a reduced output compared to your ideal capacity, is not laziness.
You are in fact working at 100% capacity ... which is hardly lazy.
Calling this laziness is just playing into the bullshit corporate power games that drive people to health failure.
I guess you need to really analyze what isn't working for you, and then try to fix that. In my case, I still like the programming/problem solving aspect, but I have no interest in scrum calls, sprint planning, elaborate frameworks and build pipelines, and all the other pervasive meta-work.
I think my burnout will persist until I can get away from that, possibly my changing career tracks altogether.
Discomfort, disinterest, boredom etc play into this of course.
That said, why not change things up if you feel so bad? make sure to include other measures to help your mindstate (exercise, vit d, therapy, social life etc). Don't see it as a single problem and one-time fix though. Wether you are burnt out or not, it's worth doing what you can in selfcare.
I spent the last 30 hours getting something to work. I took a couple of walks, cooked some food, but kept going back to the problem.
Now that I fixed the issue I’m feeling down because tomorrow I’m going to jump back into the fire to take on the next problems.
I have no other choice. I love it. But this is how it is.
Was solved for me by getting fired, but I lucked out and my career improved significantly because of that event. Hope you find a path forward, you will survive.