Have you tried Kimi K2, deepseek R1 and Qwen?
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sinenomine commented on Ask HN: Why does AI generally uphold the status quo instead of challenging it? · Posted by u/amichail
NLL loss and large-batch training regime inherently bias the model to learn “modal” representation of the world, and RLHF additionally collapses enthropy, especially as it is applied at most leading labs.
That's fucked up for me, I would rather die
Although, my bio parents and grandparents were white-collar or white collar adjacent at least. And one of my bio grandpa was very conscientious and active well into old age
Then you should be OK.
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I am not wired to get intrinsic motivation from anything. period.
Might be low T btw
I am not wired to get intrinsic motivation from anything. period.
Anhedonia or negative symptoms of schizophrenia, or something else, might be even me/cfs, or obscure allergy.
... You seem to have intrinsic motivation to write longish texts though, unironically.
Well, how will I live if I don't make money or am useful. I appreciate your words, but this world is no utopia, humans have always had to have some utility to exist since the days we evolved into our current form. We are just slightly better animals, and wildlife is brutal. And, so is this world we inhabit.
I already got tested for it by multiple different professionals, they seem to think I don't have it. And people with adhd are everywhere in the tech industry, it did not stop them from learning or becoming great engineers.
I have tried strattera, vyvanse, and some other meds i can't even remember, none worked and only made me more suicidal
I don't see any hope for me.I have no capacity to work hard, learn technical shit, love people, sense of responsibility, anything. I just wanna go, but I need money before I end it
If you aren't suitable for white collar track, you very well know you can get into blue collar trades or become a taxi driver.
The tests for ADHD and some variations of depression are leaky, erroneous shit. Just get the drugs (Adderall xr, Wellbutrin) and see if these help.
You say you tried some NDRI spectrum drugs, this probably means you have some rare type of depression or schizo spectrum disorder, or something else entirely.
If your parents truly care about you they will find you a decent doctor that will diagnose it.
>it did not stop them from learning or becoming great engineers.
You seem not to be wired to get intrinsic motivation from coding, idk.
sinenomine commented on Ask HN: What inspires you to persevere through adversity? · Posted by u/justanything
But how do you get yourself to do all the cognitively heavy work for your job, day in day out?
Intrinsic motivation. For a career programming, coding should work like a stimulant to a degree. Some people also are motivated by fear/pain. Some by money or status. Most by a mix of traditional motivators.
Bro, forget about guilt and lamenting, you are not obligated to be useful, you can just be.
You obviously have ADHD, go and get on stims, it will likely help you. Or there may be some other issue. Or you may indeed be this way forever. Just go and try to change something in the brain for once.
Stop coping unless you want to cope until the end.
If by Documentary, you mean a new Silicon Valley sitcom, yes , all the ingredients are there: The AGI believers, the doomers, the "cure all diseases" people, the board drama, the money grabbers, the VC dance , the poaching, the lawsuits for copyrights ... there s a whole new universe of caricatures
Even a very risky attempt at "cure all diseases“ is worth all this economic upheaval, though.
And AI applied to biomedicine arguably already delivered some acceleration.