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blindgeek commented on Medical aid in dying, my health, and so on   blog.the-brannons.com/pos... · Posted by u/homebrewer
squigz · 3 months ago
What's unkind?
blindgeek · 3 months ago
Well, sharing someone's deeply personal post on here could be seen as unkind or inappropriate. I get the sentiment; I can agree with it to a point. If someone else wrote a similar thing on their blog, I wouldn't submit it here without asking. But I also think frank, honest, and open discussion of this sort of thing is a net good, which is why I published my post, and why I don't mind it being here.
blindgeek commented on Medical aid in dying, my health, and so on   blog.the-brannons.com/pos... · Posted by u/homebrewer
sn · 3 months ago
I am surprised to see it here too. I find it unkind.

Not that you need to hear it from me, but you will be remembered and missed.

blindgeek · 3 months ago
Inappropriate / unkind, perhaps. I did make at least one solid friend over it. She saw the post on here, emailed me, and I ended up talking for over an hour with an understanding person who has lots in common with me and gave me some things to think about. I could have done without the email from someone else who said that "people in Gaza are suffering worse than you and they aren't doing what you're doing, so get mental help."

The absurdist humor of my impending demise making the front page of hackernews and being debated by the denizens thereof is not lost on me.

blindgeek commented on Medical aid in dying, my health, and so on   blog.the-brannons.com/pos... · Posted by u/homebrewer
bilbo-b-baggins · 3 months ago
Hope you throw a giant party before seeing yourself out. Like a wake that you get to attend.
blindgeek · 3 months ago
Well, as much as I'd love to tie one on today, my drinking days are over. I'll probably smoke a bit of weed though. That, and chill with my loved ones.
blindgeek commented on Medical aid in dying, my health, and so on   blog.the-brannons.com/pos... · Posted by u/homebrewer
gadders · 3 months ago
As someone else said, mentally prepare, put down items you are carrying, maybe lay down on the floor?
blindgeek · 3 months ago
As someone who has been shocked by the ICD, lying on the floor seems like a bad place for it, since the floor is a hard surface. You're gonna jolt and spaz and scream. According to my GF, the screams are quite terrifying. One of the orderlies or admissions people (I cannot remember which) at the ER laughed once when it happened to me. I don't think he was being a douche; more likely it was the whole unintentionally laughing at inappropriate times thing that happens to a lot of us, including me. Once the shocking started, the first thing I would do is lie back in my recliner in case there were more. Surprisingly, I don't think I've ever been shocked while vertical. It's always been in the chair, bed at home, hospital bed, or stretcher. I have no explanation for that; maybe a medical nerd knows if there are reasons why you're less likely to be shocked while vertical, or if I've just managed to beat the odds on that one.
blindgeek commented on Medical aid in dying, my health, and so on   blog.the-brannons.com/pos... · Posted by u/homebrewer
blindgeek · 3 months ago
I am the OP. Surprised to see this at the top of HN.
blindgeek commented on I was banned from the hCaptcha accessibility account for not being blind (2023)   michaels.world/2023/11/i-... · Posted by u/blindgeek
miki123211 · 10 months ago
As a blind person, I genuinely believe that hCaptcha, being as terrible as it is, is still the best solution among the ones that we can physically achieve in the world as it exists right now.

Audio captchas don't work for people with hearing issues and/or who don't speak your n supported languages, where n is usually <10. I've had to help people out with these over the phone, it was not fun.

Even for people for whom they do work, it's worth keeping in mind that bots can solve them by now, and so users whose activity looks too fraudulent, who are still given access to the visual captchas, have to be blocked from using the audio ones. I have also seen this happen.

Text captchas are a non-option by now, they're very easy to solve with LLMs, and the way they have to be phrased makes it impossible to align LLMs not to solve them, like you can do with the visual ones.

Google's ReCaptcha can get away with having no actual challenge for most users, blind or otherwise, but that's because they're Google, they do enough user tracking that they don't actually need a captcha. Google is the only company that can get away with this, and even for them, it doesn't work in all situations, even when the user fully trusts Google and has not adjusted any privacy preferences.

Sure, you could stop using captchas entirely, if you're fine with receiving dozens of viagra ads on every single platform each day, abolishing all "contact us" and comment forms on the internet, having a significantly higher credit card fraud rate (which translates directly to higher prices and a much worse experience for consumers), and getting all your semi-public records and social media activity immediately scraped by shady companies and sold to anybody who expresses any interest. Unsurprisingly, most users are, in fact, not fine with this.

blindgeek · 10 months ago
> and getting all your semi-public records and social media activity immediately > scraped by shady companies and sold to anybody who expresses any interest.

Public content on the Internet should be scrapable. That's what public means.

The fact that my reddit posts were publicly available never bothered me. Even if they were going to be used to train some LMM. What does bother me is reddit locking up my posts and making exclusive deals with Google to train Google's LMM.

Preventing scraping isn't good for the average user; it is good for the company that wants to take content created by said user, lock it up, and sell it to their buddies.

blindgeek commented on I was banned from the hCaptcha accessibility account for not being blind (2023)   michaels.world/2023/11/i-... · Posted by u/blindgeek
blindgeek · 10 months ago
And the very angry email that I (probably unwisely) just dashed off to support@hcaptcha.com:

"So I've been trying to sign in repeatedly to set the accessibility cookie since last night. Every time I click the submit button, I get the useless error message "an error has occurred, please try again".

My friend, who shares my roof and my static IP, got banned from hcaptcha's accessibility service last year for being too smart to be blind. And I suspect you all have banned our IP and not just his account.

For the record, my static IP address is (redacted).

See https://michaels.world/2023/11/i-was-banned-from-the-hcaptch... for his story. I have been broadcasting this to websites frequented by technically capable people: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=42171164https://lobste.rs/s/qbkd0u/i_was_banned_from_hcaptcha_access...

Please let your bosses know that I plan to pursue legal action against hCaptcha and/or amplify the truth to destroy its reputation in the public square. I will also be reaching out to websites who utilize hCaptcha, letting them know that the captcha provider they employ is refusing to provide reasonable accomodations to blind people.

Whether it be with the force of law or the force of satyagraha, your bosses are going to get a message and we will win.

blindgeek · 10 months ago
And their thoroughly unhelpful reply:

"Hi there, sorry to hear you're having difficulties!

We have an alternative authentication scheme that you may prefer: https://www.hcaptcha.com/accessibility

You can sign up here: https://dashboard.hcaptcha.com/signup?type=accessibility

This lets you avoid the challenge altogether after registration.

It is designed for users with any kind of difficulty solving the challenges.

Thanks for reaching out, and hope this makes your experience better."

blindgeek commented on I was banned from the hCaptcha accessibility account for not being blind (2023)   michaels.world/2023/11/i-... · Posted by u/blindgeek
blindgeek · 10 months ago
And the very angry email that I (probably unwisely) just dashed off to support@hcaptcha.com:

"So I've been trying to sign in repeatedly to set the accessibility cookie since last night. Every time I click the submit button, I get the useless error message "an error has occurred, please try again".

My friend, who shares my roof and my static IP, got banned from hcaptcha's accessibility service last year for being too smart to be blind. And I suspect you all have banned our IP and not just his account.

For the record, my static IP address is (redacted).

See https://michaels.world/2023/11/i-was-banned-from-the-hcaptch... for his story. I have been broadcasting this to websites frequented by technically capable people: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=42171164https://lobste.rs/s/qbkd0u/i_was_banned_from_hcaptcha_access...

Please let your bosses know that I plan to pursue legal action against hCaptcha and/or amplify the truth to destroy its reputation in the public square. I will also be reaching out to websites who utilize hCaptcha, letting them know that the captcha provider they employ is refusing to provide reasonable accomodations to blind people.

Whether it be with the force of law or the force of satyagraha, your bosses are going to get a message and we will win.

blindgeek commented on I was banned from the hCaptcha accessibility account for not being blind (2023)   michaels.world/2023/11/i-... · Posted by u/blindgeek
Lerc · 10 months ago
This is how use of language concealed aphantasia for so long. When you use a word in a context similar to how another used it in that context there seems to be a presumption that the subjective experience is the same in that context.

Given how we learn languages and words based upon encountering them in contexts, it makes sense that terms that we use in outwardly similar contexts reflect the subjective experience that each of us relate to those terms. We don't have access to another's subjective experience so I can see how it would encourage the assumption that we all perceive things the same way.

There might be many undetected variances in perception akin to aphantasia lurking in us waiting to be discovered.

blindgeek · 10 months ago
Here's the thing. We're talking about people who are the accessibility team for hCaptcha. They should at least have a figleaf of an understanding of life for blind people.

The other problem we have is that online companies tend to be accountable to no one. Short of law suits, my friend who got banned from hCaptcha for "not being blind" has no recourse, because nobody is accountable.

blindgeek commented on I was banned from the hCaptcha accessibility account for not being blind (2023)   michaels.world/2023/11/i-... · Posted by u/blindgeek
isodev · 10 months ago
Indeed… and if it's really problematic, a client-side script can run some expensive calculations as well (the same way captchas do it), to make it extra uninteresting to target unless someone is really motivated and has the budget for it.
blindgeek · 10 months ago
Yes, hashcash.

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